I’ve been trying to take my schoolwork seriously and it hasn’t been working. Think I spent too much time on vacation. Or maybe it’s the fact that I know that there’s no one there to cheer me on and no “we” to celebrate the accomplishment when I finish. The fact that I started alone and I’m finishing alone zaps my motivation to continue. It’s not a bad thing but it’s a reality that’s uncomfortable. I have to get past my feelings and realize that I cant have everything I want. Sacrifices have to be made. I have to somehow muster up some motivation to finish this last leg of school.