Today it looks like I’ll have to put in a no contact order to remind me to step back from a friendship. I’m not a fan of complicated situations and I’ve learned that removing yourself from the equation can be a way to make things simpler. As much as I would like to speak my mind, I think it would add more ambiguity to the situation. I’ll stick to my word because I really want to avoid an unpleasant situation. Plus I don’t want to play myself. It’s a necessary thing. It’s a conscious choice.