The planning aspect of my life right now seems to be the epitome of crazy. I want to make sure the next move is good professionally as well as personally. It’s a hard place to be in knowing that I still have a deadline. There’s a part of me that wishes for a significant other to consult with. That I was part of a “we” and it wasn’t just me. While this wish is futile, I want to be in an environment where I have that opportunity. Even if it means turning down other opportunities along the way. I don’t want to sacrifice happiness for the sake of this degree so I have to find something that’ll work with both. Hopefully that happens.