One thing that frustrates me is planning ahead when I don’t have enough information to do so. It’s anxiety causing and the equivalent of navigating a road with blind curves in a snowstorm in the dead of night. Which by the way I’ve actually done. I know that we don’t know the future but sometimes you just want enough information to make an informed choice. This month I don’t have that luxury and it’s not comfortable. Throw in a healthy dose of insomnia and a job where you works nights and it’s a recipe for fatigue and exhaustion. So this week I’ll remind myself it’s just a phase. It’s just a phase. It’s just a phase. It’s just a phase.