When you ask yourself ,”who does this shit?” in response to a choice you made and there really isn’t a good answer. I’m the type of person who still tends to hope against hope. I like knowing that I’ve done everything humanly possible to make things go my way before I abandon a cause. I don’t like to fail and I find that my life runs smoother if I have very little regrets. I have to let things go sooner. The lesson has been learned but actions need to follow.