Looks like the corner has been turned and slowly but surely the sun is coming out again. You’ve made peace with the decision made and come to the conclusion that you don’t want a relationship where everything is one-sided. There honestly are other fish around and luckily you live in an area where you can find additional fish when you really want to. It’s not ideal but it works out. You remember that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger and you’ve gotten stronger.