So I really like this guy and I’m not hearing back from him as frequently as I would like. Normally my anxiety would take over and I would do something to sabatage and ensure that this didn’t go anywhere. But that’s not what I want. I’m notorious for jumping to conclusions and I need to play this one by ear and take it slower. Have to stop planning potential trips and thinking about wedding colors. We are nowhere near that. Plus I don’t want to be that insane who calls and texts constantly. The fact is that if it’s meant to be it will be. But more patience in the process would be nice.