Lack of sleep doesn’t help worrying at all. It would be nice to wish it away but I know why it’s there. The truth of the matter is that there’s a chance that everything is ok but the chance that it’s not is messing with me. No news might be good news but it could also mean that it’s all over. But I can only manage myself and I can’t make anyone do anything. I can only help that they appreciate honesty and being straight forward as much as I do. Just wish it wasn’t so hard at times. I’ll be fine but I definitely need some sleep.