On one hand, being alone all the time can get old quick. But you become adaptable and you find a way to cope. On the other hand, having someone for a short period of time is great but it makes being alone again that much harder. I have a guy friend coming to visit that I’ll get to spend some time with. But when he leaves being alone will be worse than it was before because it will hurt that much more. It sucks either way. But I prefer seeing him and just dealing with it as opposed to avoiding the whole thing.