Had to tell someone today that I was cutting them off. I have to admit that it felt nice. I’m trying to not bring drama into year 27. He may not be a bad person but he owes me money and I never should have loaned it in the first place. His expectations always included me traveling to him on my dime and paying for shit. I’m not that person and it was time to shut it down. When you’ve had a man pay for everything when you’re with him or guys that are gentlemen and handle the check without a fuss, you don’t ever want to downgrade. It’s a huge stretch, but I want someone who loves me but also takes pride in taking care of me and providing. It’s incredibly old fashioned and far fetched but I want it. When you’ve experienced it, nothing else compares.