Ever had one of those times when you would damn near sell your soul for a reassuring hug and words from a significant other? Yeah that’s me right now. It’s not that I’m not strong or can’t get through. It’s just that I’m tired of being strong all the time. I wish that there was someone in my life who knew me well enough to understand. And it’s all amplified by the fact that it’s cuffing season and my house is cold AND I actually had someone last year. But I can’t dwell on that. I just have to make it through today without crying. I’ll be ok.