This has by far been the longest week I’ve had in a while. Complicated by the fact that there’s someone I sorta like but I have no idea if or how it will pan out. So my overthinking side is on hyper alert. It’s absolutely more stressful than it should be and it’s affecting my sleep. But I’ll get over it soon as I usually do. I feel like being alone may very well be my life for another decade. I certainly hope not but it’s not promising out there. I just need to relax and sleep without having to wake up at the crack of dawn for work. Being intense has its downsides.