This week I had the chance to video chat with someone that I wished everything would’ve worked out with. It’s been about a year since we’ve last spoken and the feelings haven’t died yet. There was so much unsaid during our conversation but the connection is still there. I know I’ll never have him but I won’t ever regret meeting him. Some things are meant to be at a certain time and we missed our moment. There’s occasional days where I just miss him so strongly but there’s nothing to be done about that. I realize that there’s been no one since him that compares. No one that I’ve met matches him in accomplishments, education,or ambition. Maybe that’s why I still love him despite everything–including the fact that he’ll never be mine. 

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